After a brief personal history (childhood, youth, personal relationships, and experiences that have most shaped your life):
Tell me if guilt torments you, if the internal accusation (in front of yourself) harasses you like an adversary. Tell me what the cause is, the trigger for said accusation.
Tell me if to escape from it (not being able to avoid your behavior, at the bottom of your slavery) you have decided to renounce all morality in your life: Becoming a man or woman without conscience, without limits or values, without regret, who does not It has guts, nor heart; that he has made of that same evil of which he is a victim or slave an object of exaltation or delirium (to avoid the contradiction of living against the dictates of one's own conscience).
Tell me if you still recognize this dictate in yourself or if it has already gone out in your heart or if it only serves to increase your own worthlessness or hopelessness. Tell me in what areas of your life you have decided to renounce your conscience - therefore, also your feelings and your humanity -, opening your heart to all kinds of evil.
Tell me if you try to give reasons for your works, trying to understand yourself, have compassion and mercy on yourself in them; or if you hate these words and have simply decided to be free, to do your will in all things, asserting yourself; following no other dictate in your heart than the inclination of your passions, the esteem of the world, the search for other affections (in which there is no true love for your person) or "another voice" within you (which loves evil and does not seek your good) that is not the voice of your conscience... all of them things that equally subject your freedom to slavery.
Tell me if you know Peace and what is the path that leads to it.